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Well....I can’t say it was roses....








                          I used to su er from depression....




                          I had episodes that left me under my

                          blankets for days at a time...




                          I couldn't be there for my husband. I

                          couldn’t be there for my kids. I needed

                          someone to lean on.








                          I didn’t have the strength for anyone to lean on me. But everyone was leaning on

                          me anyway...




                          Steve became Mr. Mom and was packing sack lunches at 8:00AM....




                          I’d be there in bed when he came back from work and he didn’t know how much

                          more of this he could take...








                                                                                        To be perfectly honest, and as much as

                                                                                        I didn’t want to admit it, my marriage

                                                                                        was falling apart...




                                                                                        I’d regularly catch him looking at

                                                                                        other women’s tight behinds and he

                                                                                        banned me from seeing his cellphone

                                                                                        which I knew was a very bad sign.








                          I’d regularly catch him looking at other women’s tight behinds and he banned

                          me from seeing his cellphone which I knew was a very bad sign.













                                               But I almost felt to blame...









                          It wasn’t just how I was acting...it was also how I looked...




                          Fast food seemed to help with my depression...
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